Okay Steven, you're being a real ass by choosing to do meth over live.... think about everything that you're going to miss out on while you're doing the things you are. You would be giving up your job, friends, family, your girlfriend that you supposedly care about, Steven she told me that she could be expecting and you're willing to give all of that away just to get your fix! You're the absolute worst person in the entire world for having me tell you how to live your life to get it back on track. I personally don't think you have the drive that is required to help you stop because honestly Steven once you start something you don't stop and that will ultimately be your down fall...
It's your choice to make for yourself, not for me to help you choose because honestly I don't think that you will listen to me because you never have before, why would you now with a serious addiction? Well whatever your final decision I know you still think of me as a brother